Forever will be,

HELLO TUMBLR

2010-11-24T16:17:00.000-08:00

Bruno Mars - Move On

Memories here, will stay here.
I moved to tumblr guys!

http://crystaltaysm.tumblr.com/

You make me feel so alive,

2010-08-18T00:33:00.000-07:00

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I just finished watching Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist on Jonathan's ipod and it was a hellaaa good. Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs kept me company on my way to school this morning, ah ipod does wonders. Its been a total slacky 5 hours since i got home, spent my time sleeping and doing nothing else but procrastinate. School has been really tiring today, but pretty productive i would say!

Life's been a whole lot of crap, but things are getting better i hope. Though, i still doubt sometimes my goals in life when i compare my ambitions to what i'm actually doing now... I keep reminding myself that i have to study, but y'know, its ever so tempting to wake up every morning, having to feel like climbing back into bed again.

Yes!! I just finished downloading itunes, sounds like more songs/movies to keep me accompanied on my bus rides to school in the morning. Awesome.

Ok i'm tired, bye.

I want a ukulele!

2010-07-24T00:09:00.000-07:00

Youtube

Natalie - Here, My Dear (Original)

Tiffany Alvord - Hey, Soul Sister (Cover)

Seriously?

2010-07-18T22:54:00.000-07:00

Alyssa Bernal ft. Tranley - Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)

OH SHIT, I NEED MAKE UP TO BE PRETTY ):
You dont, you just need tons of paint.

Its amazing how you -

2010-06-26T02:45:00.000-07:00

Pixie Lott - Mama Do

I've only been stuck around in the house for 2 days and i'm going crazy. My life is waaaaaay too boring and i need to do something about it! After the exams, that is. I've been burying myself in books and notes and the only thing i have to say is, WHY THE FUCK ARE THE HISTORY AND MATH PAPERS ON THE SAME DAY?! I'm terribly short of time to read up the countless number of case studies. Its official, i'm gonna fail history. And math (needless to say), i havent touched the workbook ever since i got back my tutor report.

Recently hooked on Suite Life On Deck, havent missed any episodes since about two weeks ago. Dylan and Cole Sprouse are just the cutest things! And i actually quite like the name Dylan (; Well i appreciate Disney, we're never too old for them!

I know now is probably the worst time to rack some brains on improving my life connections but, i suddenly miss certain people in my life. (Especially the clique, i'm sorry i've been pretty caught up with my own life that i havent been meeting up with you guys. ♥)

The boy's caught the pox, means i wont be seeing him for at least a month. (He's having a chat with god now... or so he says.) This means i'm a sad girl, and sad girl means no smiley on my face. Right, i probably should be sleeping at this time of the night. I worry if i'll be able to wake up early for school ): Grumpy me.

Okay! Tomorrow, up early, compasspoint, s'mores! Then some math, probably.
Confirm fail. Goodbye.

June holidays in a glimpse.

Cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.

2010-06-23T22:31:00.000-07:00

Oasis - Wonderwall

God, my computer work wonders. Internet explorer's on the run again, it was down a few hours before i headed to malaysia! The trip was pretty mundane though but it certainly got me thinking a lot and also, i guess, given me a chance to reconcile some friendship and i'm really thankful for that. Sometimes i wish things like this should happen more often, cause its really an awesome feeling knowing someone you used to know then became almost strangers would well, be there for you in some way or another in your life again. Anyhow, the first few days of Kuantan was pretty awesome (water polo, sun tanning, fireflies trip) except for waking up to showered kisses from mosquitoes all over my face every morning. Itchy!

My skin colour is no longer disgustingly manjen anymore and the boat trip to see the pretty lighted bugs was quite scary! Imagine more than 10 people squeezed into a small boat, rowing out to the big rivers at 9pm when it was all pitch black and it started to rain heavily. I swear my mind was filled with the scariest thoughts! I was anxiously anticipating to set foot on land as soon as possible. Haha nevertheless, it was some experience i probably wouldnt get again. Or rather, i wouldnt really want to. The little bugs were pretty anyway (:

Malacca was pretty much settled. Just plain shopping and own chillax time, while i had a few pictures taken for my Art Coursework around the hotel which looked nothing but rather grand! They even had Disney channel, so i didnt miss my episodes of Suite Life On Deck (; Haha right, i'm quirky.

So here i am now, back in Singapore - back to reality. To make it simpler, this kinda stinks. I already miss waking up every morning, only looking forward to events planned for the day. But i'm right here with my history notes in front of me, waiting to be read up!

Ouch.

Ecstacy.

2010-06-18T02:10:00.000-07:00

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"Forget the risk and take the fall.
If its what you want, then its worth it all."

JP.

2010-06-16T12:47:00.000-07:00

The Beatles - Obladi Oblada

Cause you're like a drug, you got me wanting more.

What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

2010-06-15T22:25:00.000-07:00

Youtube

Take me away, i really dont want to feel again.
Hi, but i miss you quite terribly. ):

Post-It

2010-06-15T01:55:00.000-07:00

The Strokes - Someday

Tsamina mina eh eh! Waka waka eh eh!

2010-06-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

Shakira - Waka Waka (This Time For Africa)

Hi Khems, i know you're reading this.
I miss you ): Though practically, i'm gonna see you in like a few hours time!

I seriously dread school. I dread exams even more. How i wish the holidays were longer, haha who doesnt? Ok, the FIFA World Cup theme song is like offically stuck in my head. Oh, and i've been doodling on post-its quite a lot recently. Nice, i like! Well i'm off for some beauty sleep now, i iz gonna take some brilliant photos tomorrow. (;

Tsamina mina zangalewa, this time for Africa!
Hahaha what the heck.

Ache like i ache.

2010-06-13T01:57:00.000-07:00

The Kooks - Mr Maker

You are just not another queen of lies.
Such double faces, wait and see.

I worked the hell out of a boring day today, but it would have been a much terrible one without jp's company. Right now, my limbs feel quite tired out, they're like calling for the bed. I swear i would take any flyer that's shoved to my face every time i'm out now cause i finally know what it feels like to have to contain the frustration of not being able to give away the flyers fast enough while 3 or more stacks of 1Ks lie there beside, staring at your face. Singaporeans should learn to be more friendly! Hahaha well, karma bites. At least, today ended off well enough for me to get peace in my sleep.
I'm off to bed right after this!

Goodnight sweet earthlings.

Hot and Beautiful?

2010-06-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

Kina Grannis - Valentine

"What's the difference? You're both."

Well, you are precious.

Whats mine.

2010-06-10T02:07:00.000-07:00

The Strokes - Someday

Still, head over heels?

I'm falling to pieces,

2010-06-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

The Script - Breakeven

I have Breakeven on replay, trying my best to dodge the tickly sound making beetles and i'm looking through the beautiful pictures i've accumulated via tumblr cause i'm practically too lazy to create an account just to reblog them. Breathtaking? Somehow, i have this strong feeling of nostalgia while browsing through them. Suddenly i feel like i havent done many things i wish to do and at the same time, i'm (secretly) wishing i could turn back time. And. I'm wishing that, you were here. ): Life's been pretty happening anyway. I had jamming with perfect acoustics today. I totally adore The Beatles. And i saw, for the first time in my life, a cat puking this rainy afternoon. How fuckin' gross is that?

Hmm hi mini fruit tarts. I wanna eat you nao.
Fuck math, i'm heading to the library tomorrow for some reading!

Me @ 2:45 AM.

S.

2010-06-08T01:27:00.000-07:00

The Script - Breakeven

What am i supposed to do when the best part of me is always you?
What am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up and you're okay?

I'm falling to pieces,

PS. I love you, Khems. Thanks for always picking me up when i fall ♥

You dont even know me, the way i am.

2010-06-05T15:47:00.000-07:00

The Strokes - Someday

Maybe you're right.
You were never good enough for me.

Khema Baby.

2010-06-04T01:51:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

"Looking back at what I’ve been through, I’d be a complete mess if I didn’t have you."

I'm sorry for not spending enough time with you for the past few days, weeks... My bad ): But you know, i can never go on with a day not texting you at least once! No one understands me like you do. You're always on my mind (: We'll go out one of these days, it was a promise! Even better, i'll be seeing you in a few hours time anyway! And i'm peeling really bad, hope you dont mind. (I havent showered in a week all what, hahahahaha) I love you baby, and get well soon please!

PS/ If anything, blame raphael.

S.

2010-06-03T00:36:00.000-07:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

Things i keep to myself.

Uh oh, uh oh.

2010-06-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

Pixie Lott - Mama Do

"From since till then, i have no clue.
Just what it takes, to be with you."

Being extra careful and feeling a little impatient with the stings from my sun burn.
Had a lot of fun with the loveliest monfortians @ sentosa yesterday though, to celebrate Wei Tian's birthday, and they're the cutest bunch of people i've ever met i swear.

Well apart from that, i've been thinking a lot today.
And i guess, i have a dozen of things on my mind right now ):

Hello June holidays, i hate you cause apparently i have to go back to school every single day for the next two weeks and have exams immediately after it ends. Screw you.
Oh and, i'm addicted to coin dozer.

LOL........................ ):

Truth

2010-05-30T01:17:00.000-07:00

The Beatles - Hey Jude

Want vs Need.

Hi special friend,

2010-05-29T00:48:00.000-07:00

Youtube

Awesome Alyssa - Here You Are (Original)

Feeling all choked up inside tonight ):
"You had my heart, at least for the most parts."

So why cant you see?

2010-05-27T01:14:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

Even the best fall down sometimes,

2010-05-26T01:10:00.000-07:00

Howdie Day - Collide

Here we go!

Tongues wagging.

2010-05-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

The Beatles - Obladi Oblada

Fuck off.
No, seriously.

S.

2010-05-22T15:38:00.000-07:00

Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You

Tu me manques.

We.

2010-05-16T02:44:00.001-07:00

Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying

Gotta live like we're dying,

Life does not rewind.

2010-05-15T00:04:00.000-07:00

The Kooks - Ooh La

"Sometimes we lose something, maybe 'cause we want it too much.

Down with a 38.9 fever. Scorching hot!
I want to be well so badly, for so many other reasons besides school. D:

Addicted to The Kook's, Ooh La. (Though it is said to be the worst indie band ever)
Luke Pritchard's voice is just too sexy in this song, i like how he sang the verses.
Hell yeah.

PS/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUR! (:

Tiffany Alvord

2010-05-12T23:30:00.000-07:00

Youtube

Tiffany Alvord - Dont Judge A Book By The Cover

Oh precious,

2010-05-08T15:25:00.000-07:00

The Kooks - Ooh La

PS/ This birthday.
I swear i didnt wish for you to be gone. ☹

Cause factually, you know nothing about me.

2010-05-06T00:56:00.000-07:00

Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out

Sad season?

Cheer up, Jonathan Raphael Francis Pereira (:
(& the other whole lot of you as well!)

Eighteenth!

2010-05-03T02:47:00.000-07:00

Alyssa Bernal - Hey, Soul Sister

27 April 2010

♥ Home

☻ Monfortians
Jonathan, Daniel, Srini, Guna, Louis, Weitian, Shannon, Wee Ong, Daric, Zihow

♥ Angela, Eunyse, Melissa, Nicki, Sandra, Szemin & Wilson

A huge thank you to all of you for making my special day so awesome! I am really grateful that you all actually took the time to come all the way down to sengkang just to surprise me. I swear i couldnt stop smiling the whole night (: Thank you very much, and i'm really sorry if you all have waited so long for me to be back. Hehe.

And not forgetting, my beloved 10A3 as well! I didnt manage to get a single picture of the class/cake! But i really appreciate it a lot, thank you darlings! ♥ ♥ ♥

Special thanks to:
Khema, who took all the effort to plan everything and for the gifts too! Also, constantly reminding me to feel special cause it was my birthday, by writing 'Happy 18th Birthday!' on my workbook/notes every lesson, and spamming my phone with multiple of texts too. I love you baby! The most!
Really really do ♥ ♥

Jonathan, for the dinner (Manhatten Fish Market). I swear that night was the funniest ever! Your excuses were epic, but its damn cute (: Hahaha i loved yishun libary (not) and bus 965. Aww, such memories! Thank you for everything, really☺ (And in advance for the presents that are coming too, hehe damn thick skin ah, but excited!!)

Vicknesh & Justin for the dinner (Pastamania), Selwyn and Harry for the awesome company during the dinner as well! I had fun laughing along with y'all, even though y'all like to make fun of me about the manjen thing D: Hahaha, but still, crystal izzz reeeeelly grateful here! ☺

PS. I've still got cakes and cupcakes in the fridge! D: I'll be as fat as a hot air balloon once i finish it all up!
Nom nom nom nom nom.

The way you move aint fair you know,

2010-04-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

Train - Hey, Soul Sister

I'm seriously in for some serious trouble tomorrow cause apparently theres this thick history worksheet staring right back at me now but i'm not doing anything about it. I'm so exhausted, i'm going to sleep after this. Screw days with pe lessons... I hope i am able to wake up for school tomorrow(without being late, that is). Meanwhile, the Internet Explorer in my lappy is screwed so i'm using my sister's computer instead(and it hangs every half an hour). I swear its pissing me off really badly.

My 18th birthday celebrations were awesome anyway! I'll post pictures up when my dearest internet explorer is resurrected, alive and kickin'. Oh yes, a very big thank you for all those who've planned out the surprises and, for the presents and for every single one of your sincere and thoughtful wishes! I have never felt so loved before, i love all of you - beyond words! ♥

Ok blabbering, time for bed.
Goodnight sweet little earthlings!

The sweetest of all imaginary looks,

2010-04-23T01:09:00.000-07:00

Paramore - The Only Exception

Jennifer Chung - Telephone, Down, Baby, Hey Soul Sister MEDLEY

I love how awesome the drum, the guitar and the vocal sounds when they're put together, it kinda gives an african groovy feeling. Haha and i thought that all the parts were pretty good except the 'Baby by Justin Bieber' part, it was weird much.. Enjoy!

Ps. I had fun slacking with Khems, Vick, and Justin at centrestage after school today. Just randomly sang a couple of songs while Justin played the guitar for me! He's awesome with it lah, but we havent really quite got the timings right yet... Haha well at least its nice to know someone appreciates my singing voice, (even though its not that good). :P

What a pleasant day it is!
Mmm whatcha say... ;)

What a lot of tosh.

2010-04-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

Switchfoot - Let That Be Enough

Chinese Project.
No Sleep.
Nostalgic Thoughts.
I miss my friends(clique).
Hate Projects.
Everyone's sleeping already.
Only sze's online.
I'm appearing offline.
Lonely.
Stuck with translating.
Are the presentation slides a MUST?
Can i just read off a piece of paper?
Should i bring my laptop to school tomorrow?
But heavy.
Tsk.
Irritated.
Bitches.
Eat My Shit.
Seriously.
Ok.
Sleepy Type.

Gonna Die.
How Now Brown Cow? ):

The Silent Bait

2010-04-18T03:14:00.000-07:00

Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You

I miss those blue eyes, how you kissed me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But i never told you, what i should have said
No i never told you, i just held it in

And now i miss everything about you
I cant believe that i still want you,
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

Nice song anyway, got me hooked.
Its been a long time since i've typed out a long wordy post about my boring life, haha.

Well, i had planned to study alone after school on friday but instead the evening was spent (contentedly) with Mel, Deserie, Sandra and Bryane in town. Spending time with the clique never made me feel more important. Trust me, if i had to spend the rest of my life with them, i so would! It was awesome having the time to catch up even with just a few of them, even just for a little while (i'd probably be seeing them soon again, at sandra's party!), and i also had a mini but pretty meaningful chat with Mel.

Tonight, i stayed up thinking about the many things we shared that kept my mind thinking through the rest of the day. I've been so busy with school, i havent got the time for myself. Presentations after presentations, exhausting it is.. So much to do, so little time ):

Somtimes, when its so late and when i'm starting to feel lonely, i feel like i need to have a talk with god...
Or some sleep actually, haha right goodnight lovelies.

For life

2010-04-11T02:12:00.000-07:00

Youtube

Shall never part,
Miss you guys more than the size of this world ♥

Busy me.

2010-04-10T14:20:00.000-07:00

Kina Grannis (ft. Tyler Hilton) - I Believe In You

Things to do/submit:
1. Art: Visual Diary Presentation (Graded)
2. History (MM): Presentation Slides on Early Nationalist Movements (16/4)
3. Chinese: Individual Presentation
4. GP: SPERM vs SPERM matrix, Comment on other groups' Blogs, Essay Plan
5. Literature (LSL): Vitorian times and attitudes Worksheet
6. Literature (LSL): Tutorial Questions on Tess of the D'Urbervilles
7. Art: Study for Chuck Close Timed Assignment
8. History (JT): Revise on Cold War
9. Math: Test on Simultaneous Equations
10. GP: Incomplete Timed Assignment
11. File Worksheets
12. 10A3 'Chicago, The Musical' Preparations (8/5) - See Mrs Tan on Monday

Doof's birthday (13/4)
Best's birthday (21/4)
Sandra & Rosy's birthday (25/4)

Masques

2010-04-04T00:30:00.000-07:00

Kina Grannis - Half Of My Heart (Cover)

Breathtaking,
like you.

I'll take you somewhere far away from here,

2010-03-29T00:00:00.000-07:00

We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet(Acoustic)
(Anyone, play this to me and i will fall in love with you. Hahaha)

PS. Its today.

2010-03-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

Kina Grannis - Valentine

Masquerades.

Comparisons are designed to make someone fall short.

2010-03-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

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(Love you khems.)

Just leave. Does it matter anyway?

Michael Jackson's Music + Rainy Days = ☺☻

2010-03-20T15:54:00.000-07:00

We Are The World 25 For Haiti

Wyclef Jean's part is horrible anyway, nothing beats the original. MJ! (;
(Love Pink's part though,)

Life's good, never been better.
I shall start reading Wuthering Heights soon, gonna start discussing the NEW novel in class when the rest get their books! 3RD reading for me now, wow what a surprise.

Things to do / submit next week:
1. Art (Studio) - Grid drawing (Coloured)
2. Chinese IT individual presentation
3. History Summary : Political impacts of colonial rule (MM)
4. Art Ideas for visual diary
5. History Group work - Hanes, Khema, Athirah, Vivi (JT)

Kill me now.

5:47 AM

2010-03-20T12:16:00.000-07:00

Mariah Carey - I Stay In Love

We said let go but i kept on hanging on
Inside I know its over, you're really gone
Its killing me 'cause there aint nothing that i can do
Baby, i stay in love with you.

5:47 AM

Empty

2010-03-16T23:03:00.000-07:00

Edwin McCain - Couldn't Love You More

"If anyone that ever mattered the most to me, deep down, its you."Dont. Leave.

2010-03-08T20:43:00.000-08:00

Kina Grannis - Strong Enough

I like the way your eyes smile at me.

KG

2010-03-06T22:30:00.000-08:00

Kina Grannis

Hooked.

Nthng mch.

2010-02-28T20:30:00.000-08:00

Youtube

Kina Grannis - Valentine(Cover)

Inspired by Alyssa Bernal ++'s cover for the song, just triggered my urge to sing. Haha.
They're wayyy (xinfinity) better of course. Enjoy! (:

2010-02-23T22:13:00.000-08:00

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Second best

Wont hurt a little bit

2010-02-20T18:10:00.000-08:00

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Ladies, please support! (:
Chicjunkie

Wont hurt a little bit

2010-02-20T15:41:00.000-08:00

The All-American Rejects - Damn Regret

I'm wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason, life for me to care

-

And when i'm lonely in my darkest hour
You gave me the power to sit and pretend

Perhaps, i really dont deserve this.

2010-02-08T21:34:00.000-08:00

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Its been one of those evenings where i feel horrible about myself ):

Family

2010-02-07T12:01:00.000-08:00

Marc Anthony - I Need To Know

Reunion Dinner (& Dad's Birthday) @ Tung Lok

Ice Cream Puff Wars (My cousins are so cute uh!)

Above 30s

Below 30s

♥ ♥ ♥

-

2010-02-06T13:06:00.000-08:00

Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out

To tell you the truth I don’t have much to offer.
But I’ll still give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all.
I’ll give you late nights, long hugs.
Someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there.
A hand to hold, somebody to lean on...

And if that’s not enough, just know you have all of me.
I hope that’s enough.

All along,

2010-01-30T22:04:00.000-08:00

Acrtic Monkeys - Baby I'm Yours (Van McCoy Cover)

(khems)

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Baby, i'm yours
And I'll be yours until the sun no longer shines.
Yours, until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time.

Baby, you aint all that.

2010-01-19T23:35:00.000-08:00

The All-American Rejects - Damn Regret

Resist.

If you're planning to hurt me, leave.

2010-01-17T04:10:00.000-08:00

David Archuleta - Touch My Hand

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
a wonderwall of stars.
But the one thats shining out so bright,
its the one right where you are.

I've been thinking what to write on this page but all that comes to my mind is just a piece of blank white space. There are so many things i wanna share but after knowing about the number of silent readers i actually have, i dont feel its very much appropriate to say anything personal here.

While listening to the others complaining about the amount of stress that school is giving them, i secretly feel all cringed up inside thinking - well, i would've been doing the same! But no, instead i find myself sitting here (shaking my leg), still trying to find something to do to waste away this another week of holiday school has provided me with. I know i sound as if i'm unhappy with my extra holiday (while others are hoping for it) but i kinda miss the chance to be acadamically productive, and getting to see the people in school who makes me smile everyday, sigh, okay i officially miss 09A2 a lot. (But trust me, once school starts, i'd probably be hoping for more holidays, haha)

Kay, i should be sleeping!
Sweet dreams everyone.

PS/ I smiled a lot last night ((((:

Cryzzztal @ 4am.

2010-01-05T04:13:00.000-08:00

The Click Five - Happy Birthday

I feel loved ♥ ^^

Ps. Tumblr-ing mood now!

What hurts the most, is being so close.

2010-01-04T12:56:00.000-08:00

Arctic Monkeys - Mardy Bum

Being able to survive a broken heart doesn't mean it was ever okay.

It feels damn weird that it seems like the whole world's having school while i'm still at home (alone, btw) using the computer. Haha, okay i feel like i need to go and do something productive. I'll start with the chores!

Welcome 2010

2010-01-02T17:42:00.000-08:00

Janice & Sonia - Officially Missing You

Finally, GOODBYE 2009(Its been quite a hassle)!!! Oh you'll never guess how much i was looking forward to 2010; even if it meant a year older, well its a year wiser, hopefully. A new year marks a new chapter, a new beginning and the awesome feeling is already starting to kick in. New year's eve was spent with the same bunch of friends/families @ changi safra chalet. I had my virgin taste of dry gin which made me a little tipsy after about 2 coffee cups of it! Well, i think drinking was the best part of the party. Thanks to my part time bartender cousin! It could've been better if the evening was spent with the clique, my MI darling chums or you though(:

Anyway, 2009 had been a year for me to learn from (all my downfalls). But i thank god for every single friend i've made or already have in my life! You guys have been the greatest, in the form of encouragement, strength and everything else.. And, but of course adding an extra thank you to those who've stood close by me from the very beginning till now. I appreciate and love you guys the most! ♥ ♥ ♥

To end this off, have a great year ahead and please study hard everyone!
May 2010 be way way way better than 2009 (:

Christmas @ Genting 09

2009-12-29T13:09:00.000-08:00

Tegan & Sara - Back In Your Head

(More pictures on facebook)

Genting was so christmasy! Everywhere we went, there were groups of people wearing christmas hats. I miss the weather there and how mum and dad were spoiling us by spending loads of $$ on our stuff. Santa's been really kind to me this year, fortunately. I'm contented with what i have now, plus i got to cancel out a few things off my shopping list. (Finally) At least after a really shitty 2009, i'm quite convinced that this is all ending well. Praise to the birth of jesus (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

PS/ Cam baby, i miss you so much! And i'm really really really happy for you. Hehehe you know what i'm talking about (; Of course you do. See you soon!

PSS/ Titanic is sucha sad movie. I watched it again at malaysia after a really long long time, and thoughts of how the world's gonna end scares me to my wits. (I'm not saying its gonna be during 2012 so stfu)

PSSS/ Today. 9th. Deep down.

One More Time.

2009-12-22T23:12:00.000-08:00

Edwin McCaine - I'll Be

"I've got a gut feeling that you're going to break my heart."

Bloody major huge moodswing is taking over me and its affecting everyone else around me too ): Omg why? Ugh, k i'm going off just in case i get a little too cranky. Seeya around soon dear earthlings!

~~PS. You're too good to be true,~~

I like to make myself believe,

2009-12-20T23:11:00.000-08:00

Arctic Monkeys - Cornerstone

My sisters are currently in bintan and the rest of the holiday clique are in genting now so i am seriously. damn. bored. at. home. Last night was a hell of a blast though - had seafood at east coast long beach and headed downtown for karaokae (till 3am) with my parents. They're awesome man, i love them beyond words! Well, the thing is that i felt so sleepy throughout the whole of today and all that was on my mind was just to laze around at home! Nevertheless, went to town, giant and ikea today (:

On a much random note, i think it sort of scares me to walk into a shop of clocks. I have no idea why, and now i sound like some nutcase who has a phobia of clocks, grr. So anyway, i guess its safe to say that things have been picking up slowly for the past few days and i feel rather contented with what i have now. I'm missing my MI girlies big time, and justin too. Hurry make plans with me lah swine!

PS/ HELLOOOOOOOO, ANYONE UP FOR SHOPPING TOMORROW?
Call or text me now now now! Heh heh.

JS/ Officially Missing You

2009-12-16T00:03:00.001-08:00

Youtube

Hooked. (Y)

"You had my heart, at least for the most parts."

Cryzzztal @ 5am.

2009-12-15T05:09:00.000-08:00

Owl City - Fireflies

Its been long since i've been up at this hour! Crazie's asleep early tonight so no texts are coming in and so, i've decided to take some time off for myself. Plans are keeping me rather occupied and i've been cheering people up a lot lately too, i realized. Its actually a sad thing to see them like this cause i have the tendency to sink into the emo nemo mode with them as well.

Hi Best, Rosy, Khema, (& Mel - get well soon!):
Please cheer up okay? You know the thing is that all of you are feeling down because of the same reason and this bothers me. Well, i'm always here to listen and you guys know that right so just feel free to text me and stuff k. I will try my best to help (: I love you guys very very much ♥
You all are much stronger than you think, so feel better soon!

On a much ironic note, i've decided to stop and ponder about things, and give in to myself tonight.
Its never easy to keep myself on the run for the past couple of days/weeks, trying my best to be cheerful and happy so as to not let things get to me. Truth be told, it probably feels like theres more than a million things running through my head right now.

It kills me to know, to see, and to hear about everything i probably dont wanna know. And i promised myself that i'm never going to let myself hurt so bad anymore but well you know things happen and i just cant help it. Khema's right, i probably bottled things up inside for far too long and its slowly starting to counterattack. I feel it - Photographs and past texts, they get me alot. But ah okay enough of all these.. I do feel broken but i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired and i hate feeling down all the time.

So i'mma continue to cheer others up while i stay strong on my side.
Afterall, i'm quite done being the one who takes all the shit all the time. Life's too short to be depressed, i want and i am going to be happy (:(:(:

PS/ K seriously feeling damn tired now laaa, i need a hot cup of coffee in the morn for an energy boost!
Catch up with y'all soon, missing my MI chums dearly. ♥ ♥ ♥

S,

2009-12-12T13:33:00.000-08:00

Yellowcard - Only One

Perhaps ignore the better option, and hold it all out for the best.(Last.)

Clique Picnic @ Marina Barrage

2009-12-11T12:27:00.000-08:00

Quietdrive - Rise From The Ashes

♥♥♥
Love the 11 of y'all beyond words.

PS/ Khema, Cam, Justin, Syarf, Ulfa, Beki, Amirah - I miss you all very very very much!

95degrees hot (or not.)

2009-12-05T17:21:00.000-08:00

唐禹哲 - 只欠一句我愛你

Left to Right: 2007, 2009 Mar, 2009 Oct

I came across an online friend's blog today and decided to check out Danson & Dong's recent appearances in 2009 and i got a shock when i saw the 2009 Oct picture above. Omg luh, what. the. freaking. hell did they do to you man, you have freaking short (&ugly&gay&alien-ic&...) bangs now!
Knnbccb ewurfkghrthbrfthilsdjnxyfbsdewuekjhfkaiuhivaerjvvkwurgvkurvbw!!!!! D:

And, i thought that changing his parting to the opposite side (2009 Mar) was already bad enough.
Sorry Dong, but i think you look horrible with the bangs. Three saddies for you ): ): ): Gah khems, just look at what they did to the sexy thang's hair!

(PS/ Hahahahahaha okay sorry, bimbo moment again!)

I'm stronger now,

2009-12-02T06:00:00.000-08:00

Ashley Tisdale - It's Alright, It's Ok

"The best person to cheer you up is probably yourself."

Partly true... Well, apart from my two (crazy) sweet peas - Devi & Pereira, probably sleeping like logs now who insisted on staying up with me (with texts that instantly make me smile) earlier on until i demanded that they get some sleep to save me the guilt for keeping them up till such an ungodly hour! So as i was going through some old stuff in the computer folders to distract myself from those ~~depressing~~ thoughts.. Look what i've found!

For distressing purposes! (Hahaha)

Ok awwwwwwww to the ol' times. That familiar pretty face, nice hair, huge muscles, sexy body - still the ultimate favourite Dadong! (; I remembered how watching him act in Hana Kimi & X-family used to make me laugh a lot. And his extremely (act) adorable actions just makes me wanna pinch his cheeks! Hehe. Yay ok i can see that i'm feeling much better now. Kudos to that!

PS/ Jonathan Pereira: "Sorry late reply ah i hit my head on the fridge door"
(LOL. Yet another reason to smile)

S.

2009-12-01T21:19:00.000-08:00

-

Suddenly i feel like everything i see in cyber world makes my head spin. I swear i am at a huge loss for words. I think i need to take a breather. Breathe, and stop crying crystal. Stop.......

The fro boy.

2009-11-27T14:39:00.000-08:00

Michael Jackson - Man In The Mirror

This is what makes my day most of the time!

It always brings a smile to my face no matter how i am feeling, kudos to nutztella (;
(My turn to spam!!! Heh heh heh)

Cause it hurts.

2009-11-26T00:38:00.000-08:00

Anberlin - Retrace

Life's been D-iabetic; my every morning, my every night glistened with sugar texts and its like i probably couldnt ask for anything more. But i still ache inside sometimes, on nights like these where my inbox still floods at 3am cause my girlfriends cant sleep either and i start to think about you.

How you've changed, how plans have changed, how many empty promises you've made, how the words you've said to me before now become words of insecurity. And there, i always feel my chest tightening and i cant breathe. Deep inside, i know you're so much more than what they are telling me but you know somehow these words are starting to convince me bit by bit lately. So i reckon your mobile's been busy these days as well - all the girls' hearts you're (unconsciously) stealing, makes me feel like i'm just another one of them. It doesnt matter if i'm there anymore, it just doesnt matter if i'm even a friend too, you wont bother to make an effort anyway. I get it, you know, its like you've got too many of them to handle. I've always believed the best in you, but even the words of your own friends have really strucked me. You do not know how difficult it is for me to hold back everything i want to tell you, and you're just gonna shine your way out there to all the other girls. Sometimes i wonder, if you still think about me when you're talking to them? I miss being the one who never fails to make you smile.. (Seems like i've got enough replacements for that now.)

You were never thankful enough for everything i've done for you.
Thanks, i guess its good to know i was just another experiment.

"I dont want you to be better off without me."And you know what hurts the most? Its that i cant tell you how much i really miss you every time i do.

Wizards!

2009-11-22T15:30:00.000-08:00

Boys Like Girls Ft Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One

Exactly 4 hours to Justin Russo!

Heart Matters

2009-11-20T14:30:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - The Way I Loved You

Taylor Swift - The Way I Loved You

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

>But I miss screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

>>Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable

>
>>

He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all

And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

>>>But I miss screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that i acted insane
And that's the way I loved you

>>

And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Nowhere, but here.

2009-11-19T14:51:00.000-08:00

Youtube

The Ultimate Love.

My Real Stage.

Never Too Far Away.

Play Our Best.

Go, Fight, Win.

Where I Belong.

"Good morning beautiful."

2009-11-18T15:53:00.000-08:00

Five For Fighting - Superman

I seriously forsee myself growing very fat if i dont stop eating so much D:

12days

2009-11-17T18:30:00.000-08:00

The All-American Rejects - Straightjacket Feeling

A sudden huge appetide for food signals that my good red friend is coming soon. I cannot control growing way chubbier and my terrible moodswings are making me very exhausted. This morning i woke up at 5 with a splitting headache and because i didnt want to walk around the house in the dark to get panadol, i tried my best to fall back asleep without it - God, it was a killer.

I was really hungry when i woke up but there wasnt proper food in the house, and now my sister's complaining about me hogging the internet connection so i'm feeling pretty grumpy. My eyes feel like they weigh a ton, my legs and body are feeling so lethargic i dont even feel like moving around... Omg. ):

Ok totally random but before i end this post, i just came across this boy's blog and even though now we seem like a million times distant than before, i've realised that i can never forget times with him and also cannot thank him enough for how much he've taught me to always be at the best that i can be (and i guess that's something i've failed to remember throughout the year). I miss you, Cafe Buddy. (:

9days

2009-11-15T22:40:00.000-08:00

Ashley Tisdale - Crank It Up

At the bottom of my heart,
thats where they'll find you.

The Way You Make Me Feel.

2009-11-10T16:51:00.000-08:00

Michael Jackson - The Way You Make Me Feel

(Check MJ out at 0:44 - 0:56. Hotstuff!)

THIS IS IT WAS GREAT, MICHAEL JACKSON IS AWESOME.

I've been pretty busy with the making of the art sculpture lately which we didnt won in the end, but whatever, the process was fun anyway. Bledy anchorgreen primary school had problems with our work, the fat bitch was so biased in the first place! We didnt even get a merit. Ah, at least we're over and done with! Photos up here another time though, i'm too lazy now. Teehee ima go catch up with some dosage of
Hana Kimi again, its been really long....

I miss watching Dadong act, he's the ultimate love (:
So, till then people!

PS/ I MISS THE CLIQUE, CAMMY, ULFA, AND BEKI ESPECIALLY MUCH RIGHT NOW.
I wanna see you darlings soon! ♥

It's Alright, It's Ok.

2009-11-01T09:13:00.000-08:00

Youtube

Je suis tellement mieux sans toi,
anyway.

09A2

2009-10-31T16:44:00.000-07:00

Avril Lavigne - I'm With You

I will miss being with all of you, very very much.
♥♥♥

I'm thinking of you.

2009-10-26T02:42:00.000-07:00

Craig David - Unbelievable

Its 2:48AM.

Yes, i miss you every single day.

2009-10-25T02:42:00.000-07:00

Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder

"You put on a good show but I’d be willing to bet that you’re suffering more than you let anyone see." — Twilight

Time is running out, yet i'm not ready to... lose you.

Chick Vs Dick

2009-10-24T15:28:00.000-07:00

Youtube

Shitz, this made my day (: Hilarious.

PS/ Kay kay is damn pretty ah, seriously!

I need to talk to someone. I need someone to listen so badly.

2009-10-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close, Dont Go

I need to talk to someone.
I need someone to listen so badly.

"I know, baby i can do better."

I feel very messed up.
2009 hasnt been a good one, i have a feeling that i am going to disappoint ):
But well, whats new?

So this is goodbye?

2009-10-23T02:24:00.000-07:00

Hoobastank - The Reason
(Such an old song, but whatever i suddenly felt like listening to it)

Being a sick weakling today, i didnt go to school and stayed home, spent the whole afternoon watching videos on youtube -- Chick Vs Dick (Kay Kay is so hot!) and Moment of Truth. God damn, i sure have wasted my life away, i could actually use the time to do something more productive, but nooo.. Ok whats done is done. Forget it.. I'm going to sleep now with an empty stomach, i wonder why i always get especially hungry only in the night. Ah okay no point blabbering so, bed time!!!
School tomorrow, flu's still damn terrible though ):

~~I miss it bad.~~

PS/ Its nice to have you back on the run, JRFP ((:
Night everyone!

I need to believe.

2009-10-22T02:02:00.000-07:00

Switchfoot - Dare You To Move

Everything is going to be okay.
Everything is going to be okay.
Everything is going to be okay.

Hi i feel like eating pasta now. Why why why, hmph okay cant, i need to save up urgently! Its an emergency. Sigh its okay, can lose weight at the same time -- Kill two birds with one stone! Yay, haha right i'm going to go to bed now. No beautiful dream last night ): Aww.

HI SYARF (GIRLFRIEND), IF YOU EVER COME ACROSS THIS, STOP THINKING ABOUT FARIS AH (; Hahaha hot army boy with nice eyes. Hahahahaha.

I quit your love games.

2009-10-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

Katy Perry - Hot & Cold

"You dont really wanna stay, no. But you dont really wanna go-o."

I bought a book to read today! Cost me two day's allowance to get it, so i hope it wont disappoint. It looks interesting though, read until chapter 3 and getting sleepy already. Tomorrow's gonna be another typical long school day so, i'm going to have an early night tonight. My eyes feel so heavy and sore right now.

School's been such a chore - Cant say much, screw it!
Gosh, okay goodnight my blog readers.

Hi god, i want a beautiful dream tonight. Pretty pretty please? (((:

Thank god for (awesome) friends.

2009-10-20T02:09:00.000-07:00

Anberlin - Retrace
(I'm in love with this song i dont know why! It gives me little tickle feelings in my heart)

I MISS MY KC DARLINGS VERY VERY MUCH ):
No other can ever replace the love i have for you guys, i swear!

♥♥♥

Beki just left today and the atmosphere at the airport was such a familiar one. Reminded me of when kendra had to leave (although i wasnt at the airport the other time), but well the feeling was just about the same.. ah you get the drift. Its been a long time since i took the bus 27 home, so the journey today was a rather comtemplative one.

Went past the same old road i used to take every day, reminded me of my kc girls! They are the ones who keeps me moving along. The ones i know who will always always be there regardless of whatever happens. And also because i think we dont always judge someone by what we hear, or by a small single incident, instead we look at the whole painted picture first.

This is what they lack in MI. Fuck it, the school is filled with so much drama, conflicts and hatred. (Of course there's love, in fact, a lot.) But if i were have to choose, KC is still home ♥

I feel that i've changed a lot ever since i got into MI. I've lost myself, my independent self. The one i built through the holidays, the one who's strong enough to laugh at the things which used to hurt a lot in the heart. I want to be that girl who smiles more than she cries, the one who is a-okay with what she have and dont, the one who can live through the days without relying so much on someone, the one who wouldnt be affected by small little things, the one who can adapt quickly to changes and loss. But, where is she?

Maybe i was naive then, so i didnt notice the pain...
I guess growing up hurts so much, doesnt it?

PS/ HI BEST, PLEASE BE HAPPY! WE CAN PIG OUT AT YOUR PLACE AGAIN SOMEDAY OKAY! I WANT FRIED SHRIMPS WITH MAYO, THANKS! I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH, AND I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU K. MUAAAAAHZ.

PSS/ I love cammy to the boomz. (:

Goodnight world, school tomorrow!

Loved like i should, lived like i shouldnt.

2009-10-18T14:45:00.000-07:00

One Republic - All The Right Moves

I stayed up till 3am last night to finish watching Sex and The City! Its pretty awesome, the wedding part was super sad though. Like wtf.. And i have to mention that Dante's sex scenes were like hot in there. Hahahaha! Oops? Okay, waiting for my sis to finish bathing and i'm heading over to Dinesh's at boomz lay! (:

~~PS/ Hi, i really miss you. Do you? ):~~

HAPPY DEEPAVALI DARLINGS! (Dinesh's tmr! (; )

2009-10-17T21:45:00.000-07:00

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy

"I'd listen to her, cause i know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted, cause he's taking you for granted"

I've spent the past few days going out and catching up with my lovely little earthlings! Monday was an awesome one, got to see rosy (Since like forever, my gosh babe) and caught 500 days of summer with daniel, rosy and jonathan (: Tueday was khema day! We went to town to lepak, talk and walk around to shop. Got my cotton on shorts, yay wanted to get my black dress but couldnt find a nice one. Saw Ju and Kendra too!

♥♥♥

Wednesday, cammy!
We planned to meet at 1 but instead we met at 2. Sorry, and she was there since 10! Crazy girl, so we walked around town, had lunch and met Justin and Syaz along the way. Sheqal and Jon tagged along, then we headed to Marina Barrage to chill. Seriously cammy, we should picnic there soon!

I love you to the core.

Thursday was a home day, cause i was far too tired and lazy. Friday was school, then to Ulfa's place then to east coast to spent time with beki and walk her to the barbeque pit for her interns farewell party, without ruining it! Ulfa and i were good man (: So anyway, we had free barbequed food and marshmellows, spent time with some of the interns and headed home! Thanks for the walk anyway kenneth, it was a really sweet thought!

♥ We'll miss you a lot beki ): I swear.

More pictures on facebook!

Ok so i'm stoned at home, i cant go out cause i've gotta be a good girl so i can go for the next few days! Sunday and monday booked! I havent caught up with the clique, and i miss eunyse, melissa, szemin, angela, nicole, deserie and sandra very very much. I feel utterly fat and ugly now, and its annoying me. Omg, and Sex and The City is taking ages and years to load on funshion... Ah, okay good things come to those who wait. SO I'M GONNA WAIT.
Idiotdownloaderandinternetconnectionpissingmeofftothecore >:(

On a random note, people are falling in love... I was 'facebook hopping' and came across the couple's pictures, comments and stuff and i feel so happy for them!
So dearest god, where's mineeee? ):

PS/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM! Luv yoooo (:

No actually, i'm (really really really) scared.

2009-10-16T02:56:00.000-07:00

S Club 7 - Say Goodbye

Maybe sometimes there are nights like these, when we feel so alone.

HI DARLINGS, I WILL POST THE OVERDUED PHOTOS SOON OKAY. I NEED TO GO AND GET SOME SLEEP NOW OR ELSE I CANT WAKE UP TOMORROW FOR SCHOOL! AND I NEED TO CUT MY HAIR, RUN AND OH, DID I MENTION? I HAD A BEAUTIFUL DREAM LAST NIGHT (:

Goodnight everyone.

Because you're adorable the way you are,

2009-10-10T03:49:00.000-07:00

Anberlin - Inevitable

Hold you through forever, wont let you go.

Hihihihihi everyone! Exams are officially over and i've spent the first day of freedom quite contentedly cause syarf, syaz and i made our way down to cine straight away after the paper to catch Phobia 2. We coincidentally met Fitz and Vicki there too, catching the same show, same time. Exciting, although syaz left halfway (We'll catch up again soon!), i had a really fun time ahhhh-ing with syarf! Yay our first date girlfriend! Hehehe. Then rushed back home, took a nap on the room floor cause i was too dirty to sleep on the bed, then got ready for family dinner (: Celebrated Mummy and Daddy's Wedding Anniversary which was supposedly on wednesday but i threw bitchfits at them cause i had papers the next day so they shift it to today because of me! Heeeee.

Dined at IndoChine (Clarke Quay) - peektures.

♥♥♥

I am back with chubby-ness, omg i need to run and get rid of my pimples! How how how, period lahhhhhhhh. And oh, cut my fringe! Tsk. This is strange, why do i still feel so wide awake? Hmm.

(L)

2009-10-09T03:04:00.000-07:00

All Time Low - Six Feet Under The Stars
When this song played through my phone today, suddenly so many good memories flashed back in my mind and they made me smile (: I miss you, (and us,) boy. Really really do.

Oooooooooooo, i've just finished reading and watching Tess of the D'Urbervilles. Being quite unfamiliar with the novel, i just wished to get the drift of the whole plot and the crucial events. Hopefully it will be enough for me to bullshit my way through tomorrow! I cant believe i missed my sleep last night, got me all cranky and short-tempered throughout the day and i was practically showing attitude and throwing bitchfits when people are talking to me. I'm sorry ): I'm just really really tired and i'm glad tomorrow's paper is the last one.

On a second thought, i really dont want this year to end. Next year will be a whole new beginning, new friends, new environment i bet, there'll surely be some gaining and losing of people. I dont know, i have a feeling i'm going to lose you very soon ): And i really dont want to, the thought scares me so much.

Alright, i need sleep. Bledy Jonathan went to bed so early tonight! Screw it, blame my fate that i've got a paper early in the morning tomorrow. Cheerios, people please pray for me! Oh, math today was terrible anyway..

Clique(& others), i'm free from tomorrow 11am! CALL MEEEE YOU DARLINGS, I WANNA GO OUT THERE AND PARTY :D Miss you guys so much.

Goodnight world!
PS/ I think my period is coming >:(

3 papers to go!

2009-10-08T02:41:00.000-07:00

The Pussycat Dolls - Stickwitu

You're so brilliant.
And thats the way i love you.

Its really late now, the world is like asleep but i've got mine in the afternoon so.. i can probably stay on alittle later today. Okay, i might not even sleep. I need to remember to bring my graphic calculator for tomorrow's math exam if not i'll be dying. Omg i have a feeling that i'm going to disappoint Mr Pow ): Ah anyway, something different about tonight is that i'm not awake alone! Haha Jonathan (Raphael Francis Pereira - haha i just had to type it) is still awake too, we're both supposed to be studying but no, we're conversing on msn intentively! Wtf, okay art math art math.. Anyway, geography paper was not as bad as i expected but totally cant bank in on that to promote lah.... Damn it.

I'm suddenly damn worried about everything.
Ha. As usual.

On a really random note, i'm craving for Ikea's meatballs. Anyone?

Geography.

2009-10-07T02:00:00.000-07:00

Anberlin - The Promise

All i want is for us to be okay.
~~But you dont bother.~~

I'm going to fail geography so badly, i already have this bad feeling and i'm preparing myself for it. I havent cover a hell lot of things and i'm seriously freaking out. I feel so worried now ): And sorry Mr Toh, i'm going to be such a disappointment. Heh. Its late, my eyes are itchy, i'm sneezing, i ought to be sleeping now. Oh noooo, anyone please pray for me. I officially hate exams very much >:( Its takes everything away from me.

This is the correlation, of salvation and love.

2009-10-06T01:21:00.000-07:00

Anberlin - The Unwinding Cable Car

Nope, we're just living in denial.

"Dont drop your arms, i'll guard your heart
With quiet words i'll lead you in"

PS/ Haha anyway i'm not sad or anything, the day was pretty good! Dinner-ed at Marina ♥

Some wishful thinking, some selfish thoughts, haha.

2009-10-05T01:55:00.000-07:00

Kate Bush - Wuthering Heights
No kidding, the song is somehow stuck in my head omg too much mugging seriously.......

Favourite boy,

You know sometimes, its all that matters.
Just us, and nobody else. ♥ Hehehe, i miss you.

"Good Daye Mayte!"

2009-10-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift - The Way I Loved You

HAPPY NINJA DAY, AMIR!

Thank you for everything. ♥

I just dont want the world to break my heart.

2009-10-02T01:33:00.000-07:00

Akon - Dont Matter

"I feel them hoping and praying things between us dont get better.
Seems like everybody wanna go for self and dont wanna respect boundaries.
Telling you all those lies just to get on your side."

My. Heart. Is. Aching.
And i really shouldnt be feeling like this ):

PS/ ~~Who are you to wish that he doesnt deserve a place in my heart?~~
You think you know us, but no you dont.